264.4

I'm thinking about employing a strict 3 meals a day, no snack policy.

267

Fatter. Or maybe it was the running shoes I was wearing. As much as it makes me hate myself to see an increase in weight, it also makes me feel good to know that I'm more aware of my fluctuations in weight, rather than letting things going out of control without even noticing. I also think it's a good idea to see what kind of things trigger me to eat.

265

Fuck! I gained weight. I hope I never hit 300 lbs.

256

It's hard to know if I've actually lost any weight or I'm just weighing myself at a different part of the day with less clothes. One of my goals at some point is to eat one salad every day.

260

I've chosen a simpler way to keep track of my weight. I'm going to title all of my posts with my weight from now on. Because of the strange way I tend to do things, it might take me a bit before I can commit to eating a salad every day. By no means is it impossible or even that difficult for me to do this. It's more of an OCD thing where if I'm going to do it, I feel like I need to do it every day, or I won't do it at all, and I may not be ready to start with that yet.

Entry #2

I stepped on the scale today and my weight was 260 pounds. This is way out of what my weight range is supposed to be. I'm 6 feet tall, and ccording to healthstatus.com, the healthy weight for my height is 165 pounds. This means that I am 95 pounds overweight. I wonder if I would feel better physically and emotionally if I was a healthy weight.

Entry #1

This is what I look like. I'm not happy with myself, and I'm probably not healthy. I would have weighed myself today, but I don't have a scale yet. When I get a scale, I'll try to give updates on my weight.